I was stuck, circling the same mountain with a physical infirmity that had oppressed me daily since November 2017. I was held captive from flying and soaring like an eagle, which I believe is God's perfect plan, purpose and will for my life.

Although I had invested time and money in other soul and deliverance courses before, I was led to dig deeper by two confirming, back-to-back prophetic dreams. By divine design, I trusted that the Lord wanted to reveal more of His mysterious secrets in this season. I am currently serving in a healing and deliverance ministry, and I looked to the Soul Transformation Biblical Life Coaching journey DM101 with Elizabeth Mead to sharpen my leadership skills, while continuing to pursue my own healing so that I could better help others find freedom too.

I completed the 12 weeks of DM101 with Elizabeth Mead from 6 May to 22 July 2026 (through the months of Sivan, Tammuz and Av 5786). As I observe the Hebrew Calendar, I could see God's hand at work in the spiritual atmosphere, and also the enemy's tactics in bringing repetitive negative patterns and cycles.

DM101 helped reinforce my identity, purpose, destiny and position in the righteousness of Christ. I rediscovered myself through the teaching materials and coaching process. The shallows and the shadows of my soul were clearly unveiled as I did a spiritual accounting. I realised the shortfalls and pitfalls that came from a deprived or lack mentality. Through journeying, I became authentic to myself and the people around me. I reflected on the motivation behind my behaviour and responses — what was the GET principle of provision, protection and acceptance that I was looking for? These discoveries enabled me to analyse the actions of others and see where they were coming from too. The whole process led to a bigger picture — learning to think about what I was actually thinking about.

This transformation unfolded slowly through practising the spiritual inward, outward and corporate disciplines highlighted in the programme, like solitude, simplicity, meditation, study, worship and more. These 'Selah' moments reshaped both my listening and my thinking. I began to reframe my questioning techniques, in addition to seeking clarity and feedback in my daily interactions at home, in the marketplace, in ministry, and beyond.

I am deeply grateful to my dear coaches — the Holy Spirit and Elizabeth — for their mastery and patience in stirring the awakening process within me. Immediately after receiving my promotion in the month of Sivan, I was put through trials and testing in Tammuz. Praise God, through divine orchestration, Dr Candice and Dr Adam were in Kuala Lumpur for a conference during Tammuz (mid June 2026). I was so blessed to have met them. Pastor Candice ministered and gifted me with Fresh Fire for Fuel and Passion to enter my next level. These impartations from Dr Candice also helped me navigate the remaining challenges encountered in Tammuz and the three weeks of mourning, the ‘Dire Straits.’ I was able to identify the golden calves and hidden idols I had woven around my life. I confessed and repented for not trusting Yahweh completely, and for allowing the distraction of little foxes to cloud my vision or steal my focus.

I was armed and alert not to repeat the sins of the ten spies by letting the giants of doubt and unbelief creep into my soul, telling me that healing is not my portion. Among the many scripture verses in DM101, the one I resonate with most is built around 2 Peter 1:5–7, where I am called to add to my faith: goodness, knowledge, self-control, perseverance, godliness, mutual affection and love.

For me, faith is the foundation from which everything flows, because without faith it is impossible to please God. As these qualities mature within me, they seem to keep leading me back to love — as if love was there from the beginning, waiting to be uncovered rather than something to strive toward. Everything remains centred on the Lord, established upon His covenant, love, goodness and promises (2 Peter 1:5–7, John 3:16, 1 Corinthians 13, Deuteronomy 6:4–5).

It is only when I operate from this level of holiness, sanctification and God's pure love that I can ascend and experience the glory realms of signs, wonders and miracles in His Kingdom. This will be my unique covenant offering to the Lord in Kingdom service, Kingdom advancement and Kingdom glory.

DM101 has clarified my vision to look past my natural sight and see intentionally through spiritual lenses, or a heavenly perspective. This decluttering of junk, old habits and thought patterns, along with establishing proper, healthy boundaries, has made room for my soul to receive more divine illumination. DM101 has empowered me to steadfastly fix my eyes on Jesus alone as the Source of everything I need, as He is the Author and Finisher of my faith.

One crucial thing I realised during DM101 is that my seeing, hearing and discerning abilities in my prophetic gifting have heightened. Other gifts — teaching, exhortation, dream interpretation and angelic visitation — have also increased. I believe that through many 'aha' moments, I now hold answers, solutions and strategies in my treasure trove to back up my coaching skills.

I strongly recommend the Soul Transformation Biblical Life Coaching journey to those hungry for greater intimacy and partnership with the Lord, destiny direction, and alignment of body, soul and spirit with the Holy Spirit.

I am humbled by the whole experience of DM101 — that God is so big, and getting to know Him is a lifelong journey that is truly satisfying.

Now that we have crossed the 9th of Av, and there is more recognition as to where my temple was breached, I will persevere with determination, push past the physical pain and wait for my healing miracle. I know He is the God of all comfort and has great things in store for me in 5787 and beyond.

My gratitude goes to the Holy Spirit, Dream Mentors International, and my coach Elizabeth Mead, for faithfully walking beside me through this life-changing journey.

Pauline Ariella Ipoh, Malaysia 🇲🇾 10 Av 5786 / 24 July 2026